I jumped to reach the sky, but fell to the ground instead.
The sky is ever so pretty. I want to touch it, to feel it, to have it. If only. But I know it's not going to come true. I tried to reach it, but it's still so far away. No matter how hard I try, I can't reach it. The sky just seems even further.
There may be times where I am nearer to it, but...
Nothing. I just came plummeting down.
Then, at that moment, nothing matters anymore. Nothing's worth anything anymore. Not even the sky. Not even the sky that I once wished for.
Everything lost their meaning.
Everything seems bleak.
Everything becomes nothing.
From that moment on, I don't feel anything. Nothing at all. I quite like it this way.
Better to not care than to care too much. At least it won't hurt. Because I don't care.