Je suis toute seule encore une fois
Sans une ami, sans rien à faire
Je suis pas pressée de retrouver
Ma solitude et ma misère
J'attends que vienne le soir
Pour l'évoquer dans ma mémoire

Je marche seule et chaque nuit
Les rues de la ville m'appartiennent
Toutes mes pensées s'envolent vers lui
Et je mets ma vie dans la sienne
Paris dort; dans le noir
Je peux m'inventer mon histoire

Mon histoire
C'est un rêve qui commence
Dans les pages
D'un conte de mon enfance

Les yeux fermés
Mon prince enfin m'enlace
Et je prie pour que jamais
Son étreinte ne se défasse

Avec lui
Je ne suis plus la même
J'aime la pluie
Et quand on se promène
Nos deux ombres
Comme deux géants qui s'aiment
S'allongent à nos pieds
Et vont se mirer dans la Seine

Je sais bien que j'ai tout inventé
Je sais bien qu'il n'est jamais à mes côtés
Et pourtant, je continue à croire
Qu'avec lui, j'écris mon histoire

Oui, je l'aime
Mais, comme les nuits sont courtes!
Au matin, il a repris sa route
Et le monde,
Redevenu le même
A perdu ses couleurs
Et l'arc-en-ciel son diadème

Oui, je l'aime
Mais je suis seule au monde
Toute ma vie j'ai attendu une ombre
Mon histoire
Est une coquille vide
Un rêve plein de douceur
Dont je n'ai jamais eu ma part

Et l'aime, oui je l'aime
Oui je l'aime
Toute seule dans mon histoire

"I just wanted to say... I love you."

Random sentence that came into my mind. No, I'm not in love, but I think my brain is all dreamy and such thus weird stuff pop into my head. Or I was trying to tell my friend something but she has already gone. Was feeling a little angsty and then feel that this line is really really sad. And I want to post it somewhere. The person left without you saying the words, and now you can only watch them leave and say that to yourself. 

Bleh. I don't know, now everything doesn't make sense to me. I should totally go now...

Dear Sev,
I cannot believe this. I'm coming to Hogwarts! Wait for me. Please. Harry would be coming too, I think. Most likely I'll meet him in the Hogwarts Express. Wish me good luck. See you.

Dear Sev,
I've bought my books already and finished reading them. It's so easy! I mean, I've learnt all this before, and now I have to relearn it. Oh dear. This would be pretty boring. I'm having a count down now. 10 more days! Can't wait for it.

Dear Sev,
I'm going to get on the Hogwarts Express now, waiting at the King's Cross station. I've specially come early to deliver this last letter to you, since I need not send anymore letters, I'll meet you in person very soon! Just a few more hours. Can't wait! I wonder if you can recognize me, still. It's time now, bye! Really missed you A LOT!

Obviously not good and illogical... but it's my random rumblings. (alliteration!!) Disclaimer: Not mine. Not really.

Dear Sev,
How are you? Fine? It's really boring here. Can you tell me what happened in that 11 years of your waiting?
Lots of love,
Beth (Lesabeth)

Dear Beth,
I'm fine. Really. You? Do you like it there? Poor thing. I really missed you. 11 years. How could you? The Dark Lord had been defeated by the Potter boy. Revenge. Is it not great? But sadly, Lily died. I missed the both of you and Potter are going to meet me in the same year. Hmmm. I joined Dumbledore
as you told me. How obedient I am. Also, it's horrible here. I'm the Potions Master. In Hogwarts. Where we used to have fun in. A few more years. I've been counting down. Being the Potions Master here isn't good, the students are plain annoying. Did you know? Slytherin is still being prejudiced. Actually, no surprise here as the Dark Lord and most of the Death Eaters are from Slytherin. It just gets worse and worse. Of course, as usual, I became infamous and unpopular, but at least no one can bully me anymore, like what Potter did. Unpleasant memories, I daresay. Now the students shall suffer! Ha! I'm just evil, in the students' eyes, but I'm good with the Slytherins. Oh yes, I became the head of house. That's all for today, I believe.
Love you too,
Sev

Dear Sev,
Thanks for your letter! It's really lovely! I missed you too. A lot. Good, you're such an obedient boy. Love you. Good luck for your teaching! I really pity the poor students. I can't really imagine you teaching. No, really, I'm sure you'll be good to your Slytherins. You'll be a great head of house and the Slytherins are blessed. You are fantastic when when you want to be. Sadly, I cannot talk anymore. Really sorry. Just a few more years. Please have patience. I believe that me, you and Harry will have a pleasant time together, after 11 years. Goodbye, see you!
Hugs and kisses,
Beth

Severus' POV
She's got to be joking! "Me, you and Harry"? Not in a million years! And how did she know that brat's name? I don't remember mentioning it. When I want to ask her, the letter disappeared and I woke up with a jolt. Was that real? Or was it just happening in my head? But who says that what happened in my head could not be real?

Oh my just got into Pottermore! Haha. Interesting, yes and it is like a game. Now I should stop procrastinating and start my work.

Happy Birthday Emma Watson!!! Today is your birthday and wish you have a nice day ahead! :)

Oh god anyone, please please please upload Sherlock Holmes Season 2!!! I want to watch but don't have any BBC... :( It rocks like totally. It's been 4 days...

The start of a new year and here I am slacking. So much for new year resolutions.

I realised I really like reading. Any books. Just once I start reading I'll finish it. Yeah.

I've watched Sherlock Holmes, A game of Shadows!!! Fantastic!!!! Rumorus!!! Ok, I'm liking SH now. :P I love him, he has all the cute epic moments that makes me laugh so much. Great! All the actors are so good but why must Irene Adler die? So sad. I quite like her. Poor Holmes.

Oh, and I really hate technical problems. Now how do I do my homework? Just great.

I love Harry Potter. Harry/Daphne pairings. I love Slytherin! :) and Draco, and Snape. Yeah.

I like Taylor Swift's songs. :) This song is called I'd lie.
Song lyrics are below.

I don't think that passenger seat
Has ever looked this good to me
He tells me about his night
And I count the colors in his eyes
He'll never fall in love
He swears, as he runs his fingers through his hair
I'm laughing 'cause I hope he's wrong
And I don't think it ever crossed his mind
He tells a joke, I fake a smile
That I know all his favorite songs
And I could tell you
His favorite color's green
He loves to argue
Born on the seventeenth
His sister's beautiful
He has his father's eyes
And if you ask me if I love him
I'd lie
He looks around the room
Innocently overlooks the truth
Shouldn't a light go on
Doesn't he know that I've had him memorized for so long
And he sees everything black and white
Never let nobody see him cry
I don't let nobody see me wishin' he was mine

Well, there's some more, but oh well.

Let Kleeia Rioleans, one of my characters, change it a little. By the way, she's lovesick.

His favorite color's green
She had seen his wardrobe. It was mostly black, except for a few dark green robes that she had never seen him wearing before. When she asked him, he told her that his favourite colour is green. Yes, the colour of his house, he said. She smiled.

He'll never fall in love
He swears
I'm laughing 'cause I hope he's wrong
"I wonder if you have any crushes before?"
He shook his head.
"Why not?"
He ignored her. She sighed and hoped that she would be the only one that would break through his barriers.

He loves to argue
"I'm telling you now, I have never heard of this... this... ingredient!"
"Oh, is that so? Then, may I ask, have of heard of the Erumpet? No? Its horns are used in the Clarity Potion, I assure you. There, you never heard of it doesn't mean anything." He huffed and turned away.
*Disclaimer, I do not know if the Erumpet thing is true or not."*

Born on nine January
"Happy birthday!" She shouted.
He jumped. "Why, thank you." Then, he gave her a rare smile.
"Well, you should be happy that I remembered your birthday, you know my memory."
He raised an eyebrow. What he didn't know was that that special day was the only day she marked on her calendar.

His mother's beautiful
"Is she your mother?"
He gave a stiff nod.
"Wow, she's beautiful."
He relaxed a little. "I know."

He has his father's eyes
She loved his eyes. Those obsidian black tunnels. Really beautiful. He told her that he had his father's eyes and seemed disgusted about it, but she argued that they were the most beautiful things she had ever seen.

And if you ask me if I love him
I'd lie
"Are you sure?"
"Of course I don't love him. Where did you get that idea from?" She blushed a little.
"Right, it's so obvious that you two have something on now..."
She just ran away, blushing more furiously.

Doesn't he know that I've had him memorized for so long
She stared at the sketches she had drawn over the years. The times where he just bent over the potions, concentrated, when both of them are having fun together, how he walked, his expressions, everything was about him. She could just replay the images in her head anytime she wanted. His every move and twitch of muscle, she just knew it so well.

Never let nobody see him cry
"..... Your... your mother's dead."
He didn't move a muscle, but she could just see his insides collapsing.
"I... I see."
He walked away, but his robes lacked the usual bellowing.
When she was outside his rooms, she could not hear his silent sobs but she walked away, wanting him to cry his sorrows out. She knew he would put a Silencing Charm on the door.

Teehee can't think of anymore stories... or I don't bother to write... Anyway I fall in love with Wizard Rock and the songs I liked best is Wizard Love and the band group Ministry of Magic :D.
I love your obsidian orbs. I love your sarcastic remarks. I love how you walk with your robes billowing menacingly behind you. I love the fact that you are in SLYTHERIN. <3 I love how you put your true self behind so many walls. I love your rare laugh and smile, which you only let people close to see and hear. I love your sneer and your totally evil smirk. Oh, your evilness!!! "Ten points from Gryffindor!" "You brainless, ignorant....."(endless.) I love how you bend over the cauldrons... as if they are the only thing in the world. I love it that you teach Potions, cause it's the best subject ever! I love how you are the Evil Bat of the Dungeons! Oh my Slytherin... I love your brain... it's so smart!!!! I want your brain. I love your bravery, how you spied on Voldemort! I love your gracefulness. I love your spying skills. I love your nose! It's Special. I love you.
Oh, maybe you should wash your hair a little, a bit greasy... and brush your teeth, a little yellow, and perhaps you should be nicer to Harry. Or perhaps not. Don't change. I like the way you are now, tall, dark and-. Ok, not handsome, but I like you nonetheless. I like you not for how you look or what you do, but for who you are.
I'M OFFICIALLY FANGIRLING OVER SEVERUS SNAPE! Yes I can't stand myself... :(

Harry wanted to say exactly how he felt about Severus Snape. He had given him a proper funeral. Inspired by Sindie's The Last Chapter and some parts are copied from Sindie (See link by at "Dear Professor Snape" at the end of the post.) thus I do not own them. "Here Lies Severus Snape January 9, 1960 - June 13, 1998" and "How could so few words and such simple ones at that describe such a complex man?"(changed to "How could so little words describe such a complex man?") That's the parts I do not own.

My third story--- Lily and Severus' disappear after the word "Mudblood" How would they feel? Tragedy and friendship. No romance. Inspired by Taylor Swift's You're not sorry. Some parts are from the song lyrics, maybe a little edited.

"Mudblood."

Lily gasped, her eyes bored into Severus' black eyes. She had always loved his beautiful eyes, and he, her. But now she hated them. They were full of hatred. He said the unforgivable word. She had enough. That signals the end of their friendship.

My third story as I haven't planned to write out my second one. One-shot. SS/LE Angst and a little romance.

Title inspired by Celine Dion's Titianic- My heart will go on. Severus Snape's last thoughts before death. Death is yet an another adventure. By the way, I liked Lily's and Severus' relationship as friendship more, but this is a special case... so yeah enjoy.

I've written a story, one-shot actually, lately.
Introduction: I wanted to show that the worst side of life, yet in the end it was too depressing that I decided to add in some hope in the end. Life do have hope, no matter what. Some things in the story to note- Are promises there just to broken? That, I sort of agree. Or say, I doubt that promises can always be kept. A sad thing, I would say.

She pulled him into a hug, then whispered into his ear," Of course, silly. I promised. I love you."

He sighed blissfully. He never had anyone looking after him, being a friend to him, except Lily and her.

~*~*~*~

"... Are you okay?" She asked him with much concern.

"Okay? Okay? What do you think?" He spitted.

"Don't you dare use that tone on me when I didn't even do anything to you! You should be grateful I'm here. I should be consoling Lily now!" She regretted the moment she shouted those words. She never meant it to be that harsh, she just could not suppress the anger within her anymore.

"I'm... I'm sorry. It's just not fair!" He pouted like a four-year-old.

~*~*~*~

A optimistic part of him(how could he ever be optimistic at that point of time?) told him to live his life and forget the miseries, like what she always tells him...

~*~*~*~

------A place far, far away, perhaps even another world.

Stupid git. Stop mourning. She flinched as she remembered his tears flowing down his cheeks. She had never expected that. Or... maybe she did. She had seen him cried a lot of times, but it never occur to her that... she chided herself to neglect him. She had too many things at hand. She had a mission. Excuses. She thought bitterly. I should have known better.

She had promised him that she would always be there. Would she? I will, I will. She told herself, determined. He never had a decent life and I will always be there for him. Always, until the very end, or say, eternity. Now I need to go, yet I still have so many things to tell him, so many. Maybe next life, next life, she assured herself.

~*~*~*~

They all knew. This was war, but there is always hope. Life still had to go on.

~END~

读了那本书，我深有感触。好悲哦。。。:'(
大漠谣~给孟九(孟西漠)的信
心还痛吗？玉儿真的值得你的爱吗？作为你的朋友，在一旁看都觉得抽心。比起你的心，你的脚一点都不疼吧。看着你那样凝望着鸳鸯藤，自己不禁感到心酸。她都忘了你了，她那在心上的伤痕已被去病治好了，你还在等什么？体伤能治，心病我就无能帮你了。明明知道已经不可能了，就放手吧。别为了一枝花而放弃整个花园。你的条件那么好，还怕没有人要吗？别活在过去，玉儿已在前方了，你也继续走下去吧。问世间，情为何物？难道情一字，就能让一个人悲痛欲绝？笑吧，明天会更好。不全多痛，都要坚持下去。我相信你能渡过这一关。玉儿走了，还有我。可惜，我也不能久留，只好靠你自己了，你能找到比玉儿和我更好的人，一定会，就在此祝福你们吧。还有，
笑一笑吧，人生是如此的短暂，一定要开心度过。
学会放下，才会快乐。
继续走下去，前方是更美好的。
听天由命，得不到的就忘了吧。
有缘无份，也没有办法。
心痛了，难道时间就能把伤痕冲淡吗？
在心灵上，我希望给你了一点点帮助，当你的朋友，也算是知音，你要知道，我一直都会在你身旁支持你，就算只是在你心里。
你一向都很乐观，像这次也不例外。他们会快乐，你也要幸福。祝福你和玉儿一样也能找到一个能治疗你霍去病，过着美满的生活。。。

勿忘我，是一种很美的花。永远不枯萎，永远不退色。我想，我们的友谊也能像勿忘我一样永恒。看到勿忘我，要想起我，想起我时，要记得笑。勿忘我，那名字却带着一丝忧伤。记得我，也别忘了如何笑。愿我们的友谊会天长地久。明天会更好。XD